It’s 3:00am and I have to write. Thoughts are streaming out of my head with the feelings of the last couple of weeks. They come in passing during the day but I push them to the back with my busyness. They come out now like mad soldiers and seem to say “you will hear and look at us now!” With much sadness I know I must surrender to listen and write. These past couple of weeks have changed me physically and emotionally. They left new scars and created an even more sense of frag
“You are a ghostless man. You do not have much time,” says the doctor.
I am struck with the terror of the unmottled diagnosis.
Like a shot glass of pure spirits, her language distills truth.
Past, present and future become irrelevant, non existent, inconceivable.
The mystery work of clearing old debts with my ancestors is nearly complete; my life fulfilling their promised land.
The two children are included.
Let’s see if I can stand up with the news.
The human work of